annielife

boring life

2006-01-13T15:17:00.000+08:00

wao.. wat a early day today.. i m at hm doing nth n also cant find anything to do except project.. felt tht my mood jus swing didnt noe y! boring day.. jus finish my test on company law for business.. slept for onli 4 hrs but now also cant reali sleep.. life is reali stressful dis few weeks.. project deadline r coming up n i m lost in my own world.. some stuff couldnt be said out to prevent frm any misunderstand again so.. guess tht all i going to blog le.. BORING DAY.. being alone at hm.. haiz...

countdown party

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took during the count down party in malaysia! =)

took on christamas eve lunch

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the view

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isnt it nice the view? took wen i hv lunch with ky on christmas eve!

shan hong birthday

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a brand new year

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start with smt nice! brand new year for me to start! brand new wishes too. hehe..

my last 2 week of 2005! hmm on friday went to shan hong birthday party in MU lor! hv a long day there actuali! now i got member card le keke.. during christams, i went to hv my lunch with ky in a tall tal building jus like him! =) we hv buffert there. i hv reali njoy the time there u noe! but too bad happy memories r always short! after tht i went hm n den get myself prepare n headed in to malaysia! went there as my grandmother giving a treat as my uncle jus came back frm aust. guess wat he gave me? a bottle of ann sui perfume (secrect wish) smell reali nice but the smell dnt last tht long! thanks uncle! hugex.. after tht i wen to bugis waited for joseph to fetch me into malaysia cos i scary cat ma go alone. =X after tht he bring me back to meet my cousin lor n headed to the place where my place to hv dinner with my family members! hv fun lor. after tht joseph came to pick me n my cousin up and we go clubbing in NYclub on of their pubs. all the song play is trance n also r&b. saw lotts of ppl dance (shaffling). some new to me ah new dance step but seem very difficult to learn. my cousin was so busy lor keep on running abt as she see her friends & left me with joseph! thks boy for taking care of me there =). wen home quiet late lor den next day wen out with bin bin, her brother n e gf/ future wife! ooo they r getting married in May! wao.. it is monday time passes reali fast n den it is time for me to head back to singapore! joseph is sending me back to singapore togather with cailong lor! hmm.. guess wat the que was so so so e long dnt even dare to head home lor! waited n waited until at night lor headed home with onli joseph lor! wao.. by tht time i reach singapore is already 11.30 like tht le no more MRT back home so took cabbie back lor.. n joseph stay over my house as a visitor for 2 days. as i didnt went to school on tuesday cos i was tired after taking my medicine for my cough n flu! went to sch to hand up my SIP report! noe wat?? OMG i forget to bring my appersal den i hv to head hm all e way again.. WASTE $$ cab here n there! argh.. bo bian who ask me so forgetful lor! after hand up all the stuff i bring joseph went for a walk in suntec den handed hm to hv dinner with my parents lor! he stay over for another night den i went to sch on wednesday n he waited for me at hm! keke.. paiseh ah.. send him back to bugis den after tht i headed home le lor! hmm.. hope he njoy the stay here haha..

sch time again le.. hehe.. but the weekend is another holiday! guess wat i went into malaysia again cos i m very bored staying in singapore as smt has happened n all my plan went to a waste! nvm at least i stil njoy my cousin n also joseph acconpany in malaysia! told myself to stand up frm my problems le. dnt look bad n make myself sad! but i noe i wil tht human k dnt blame me! haha.. went there on friday. after sch i came back hm n headed to malaysia alone.. shhhh.. dnt let mummy noe wor! it was scary at first but not reali la! haha.. den joseph came to pick me up again as he is working somewhere near the causeway! after tht went to his work place get all the things den went to pick bin bin up cos we r going to nyclub again to see his compeitition for tht shiffling lor! tht fun saw gers dancing tht too haha! hmm.. i though of learning u noe cos it seem interesting lor! keke.. guess wat he won second price! congrats.. but e prize was bad a cd player. haha.. after everything we went back to bin bin place lor as he also gotta work the nxt morning! decision was actuali i going to sleep all e way until bin bin come hm den see where we wanna go but dis cousin of mine early in e morning wakie me le ask me y not i follow joseph go work first lor after her work she go over to pick me up cos her house n e work palce very far. den i say ok lor.. sitted down at his work place for quiet sometime den after tht went to fetch my grandmother n also my uncle for a walk in city square! i bought 2 top on tht day.. keke.. but all black for my new year =X opps going to get scolded again black n still black! after tht headed back to bin bin house n went out with her family to someone house for their baby 1mth! =) at abt 10 plus joseph pick us up n went to a open air count down party! lotts of shafflers wor! too bad didnt noe how to dance! haha.. my hair was wet n sticky with all the vapour frm the fan n also their bubble form frm the spry. went off for my supper in a coffee shop. den bin bin suggest to go orang orang for some drink as her friends r there so we went down for a while n headed back hm! so tired n i was suppose to go back to singapore in e morning at 6 plus.. so tired man yawn slept on e car on my way back to singapore as i didnt manage to sleep at all cos of my wet hair n e late return of us! nvm came hm sleep like a pig man! haha.. wakie today at 3oclock lor! in e end i hv a nice sleep! school starting le n test r coming up..=( but nvm i wil hope for e best dis yr even w/o someone help! sad to say! haiz.. maybe tht life ba i got to loss some b4 getting smt new! but i stil hv to thanks ky for all e stuff he hv given me n take note i hv nv take u as a carrot cake lor if i do dnt think i wil get all dis stuff onli as i noe u hv been very gd to me! maybe in time we wil be jus acquaintance le. haiz.. nvm la wish ya all e best k but we wil stil be friends de la..

new year new wish is hoping tht i wil do well in my last year of studying & move on with my life n lead happily! i wan to find the annie the old annie tht i see last time! =)

so long didnt blog already

2005-12-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wao it seem like it been so long tht i hv not blog le! haha.. dis christamas didnt noe wat i suppose to do! nvm lets drop tht first let me talk abt wat i hv been doing dis few weeks. hmm.. school started been busy with my school work actuali also didnt noe y lor.. haha.. everything have started to change! actuali life seem to be quite bored n lonely at times but nth i can do liao. guys r another problem in my life now lor! haiz.. maybe all e guys around me wil walk away soon ba.

dis week is my break week for me to do my report but i didnt do much stuff! on monday went back to sch lor for my tutorial n also my nafa test.. sob i fell down n my leg is injured! sob.. =( haiz.. no choice! was quite upset with my timing for my 2.4km ba. nvm it is jus a test! haha.. after tht i meet junhui to go eat lor cos i wan get back my vcd frm him haha.. after tht waitied at hm for my uncle to be back frm aust! yeah noe wat he gave me a bottle of anna sui perfume! so happi wor! hmm.. on tuesday ah joseph came to singapore so i bring him around n walk walk lor! went to bugis n also orchard la. den wen hm do some project stuff as tml i gotta do project lor! after my project i went hm as my leg is in pain haha.. den as for ytd i wen out with xiao yun.. guess wat i meet u with ah king n also sabrina. we went to hv dinner 2gather n king bought his cousin out too hehe! it is sort of different cluture wor! i hv fun ytd night n also hv fun shopping with my ger.. walk n we bought out clothes lor..

guess tonight i wil be going out again til late late as it is my dear shanhong birthday lor! tml i may be going into malaysia lor.. haiz.. maybe ppl dnt understand how i feel ba. e reason i didnt wan to stay in s'pore cos i noe tht u both guys wil ask me out n den i hv difficulty cos i cant say ok i go out with u but not e other one! cos i noe in e end i wont get out with anyone n den i wil feel so lonely n seem like alone at hm n wil start to miss e time i hv last time.. even it is a past but smt i stil do miss it! haha.. human r jus human la

times passes very fast it is christmas n i hope i wil hv a good time.. keke.. anwyay i wish everyone out there merry christams n also wil get wat u all wish for! =)

2005-12-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

2005-12-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

this is wat i m crazy over now a love triangel doll. haha sound like i m stil so small lol! i hope i can get one which look like dis soon! =)

let me tell u wat is all dis abt:
Love Tri-Angel is a Love Fairy that helps people to meet their destiny in their love life and become soulmates to each other. She also bonds relationships and keep love eternal. "Bring me home and place me in your bedroom. Miracles may knock at your door..."

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2005-11-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

triangel triangel here i come

2005-11-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

recently hv been jus working & working. most of the time after work wil go home to watch my vcd "triumph in the skies" reali a great show u noe shld watch, encourage! wao 40 episodes jus finish it in 2 weeks time.. so unlike to see me watching show! lol.. guess my mum must be thinking i m nuts as i seldom love to watch show xpecially serial.

last sat went in to malaysia for my cousin 21th birthday lor! reach there very late den left with nth to eat. sad case everyone said tht my face get rounder n also my arms get more fleshy.. HELP! wat am i suppose to do.. frm tht day i told myself tht i got to lose weight before i see them during chinese new year again! work hard ger! =) next day went shopping but got nth for myself lol!

time passes very fast, i m going back to sch le. actuali i also dont noe shld i be happy or sad.. haiz.. i didnt noe how 2 xplain myself but i hope everything wil turn out well for me! sorry to the guys whoi may hurt them! now i jus wan to lead a simple life with all friends around me & wat wil happened in near future or few mths later i wil leave all to fate. =)

2005-11-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

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2005-11-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

day dreaming in office now so though of jus blogging as it hv been quite sometime i didnt blog already.. let me see where did i stop e previous time! as usual i went to work frm monday to friday. life hv been so boring everyday also go work n home or go out shopping. have been spending too much on my hard earn & pathetic pay. going broke le =(! HELP.. time to stop me frm buying so many stuff.

wen to eat steam boat with keith, elynn, karen, johnny and andy. wen to the one in bugis which i also go with junhui and e family.. kindda of think of the past but i hv a nice time there.. eat & eat.. eat the lunchon meet which is his fav and mine too.. after tht we sat at e coffee shop and drink some water while the guy drink their tiger.. haha.. something new while working last week is i hv went for a meeting NHG meeting on wed. wen there waited for abt half an hr for the meeting to start and we hv change frm a room to another to another.. haha.. n de room is getting smaller n smaller. trying to test out patience right! =) no la actuali it was cos e person who suppose to conduct was busy at e moment!

waited till sat den it time for me to njoy le! after work wen to irma house for hari raya.. long time hv not eat malay dishes le. so delicious. yummy yummy.. there r nasi brani, chili prawn, chicken wing & more.. after tht went down to orchard with elynn and keith suppose to catch a movie but didnt manage to make it. haiz.. cos we went shopping first & after tht wen we wanna get there to get e tickets, omg onli left with single sitting for the show "jus like heaven". =( nvm we shall go watch again some other time. noe wat i saw junhui sister in orchard.. e world is so small like dis also can manage to see each other. hmm.. u noe wat best is actuali keith noe one of maggie friend too.. i was asleep early abt 1 plus 2 wen i get back hm. haiz.. a cal came in n make me awake. 3 plus in e morning.. heard of wat has happened make me think a lot.. i m disappointed indeed but nth i can do! whole night i didnt manage to sleep well.. =(

i chat with my ger & in e end we hv clear our misunderstanding! i m happy to hear tht.. ger always remember u hv friends around u who reali care for ya! must tke gd care. i believe u and me sure can do it de! eventhough i noe ur sad.. indeed smt wil la but there is nth tht we can do to change the fact of wat has happened. u gotta take care.. wen sch reopen we wil go out 2gather again! muacks ger..

maybe it is time for me to state all clear of wat kind of feeling i hv.. indeed i m sad of wat has happened in my life but i wil stil stand up de! and i hv to thanks everyone who is around me who hv gave me a great support! maybe at e moment i hv nv though of getting another r/s as i think i m happy with e kind of life i hv not surrounded with friends n all! sorry to u out there, i m not prepare for another chapter of my life now! give me time ba. i believe tht time can prove everything! hmm.. wil update again i better get to work.. boss is here.. =X

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2005-11-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

took in office de..

troubled troubled

2005-11-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

ARGH.. i m feeling very vex & trouble. haiz.. guys pls la spare me some free space can ma? u noe i hv jus broke off la feeling sad & unhappy le.. can jus stop trying to control me it real making me freak off le reali.. :@ u noe e feeling of being cage up? omg.. it is reali bad.. now i understand how it feels for him last time haha.. i reali dunno how can i xplain myself but at e moment i jus reali wan to be single now. let me stand up myself & i noe i wil de lor.

hmm.. let me see on wed wen to work as usual lor.. den actuali wanna go out one with my working colleuge to kbox de lor.. den u noe wat, in e end say dnt wan go le lor. =( make me rush hm wanna eat dinner den go out again dotz.. haha.. nvm den i stay at hm do my stuff lor pack my rm & all. on thursday went to k box with keith n also elynn. wao went to k lunch lor cheap cheap wor! after tht went to watch movie den pris join us too haha.. watch movie den went to walk walk in plaza singapora, den after tht went cartel to mum mumm.. yummy yummy.. hehe.. hmm took bus 518 hm den reach hm prepare myself le den i orhz orhz le lor cos nxt day gotta work lor.. =( den sunday went to orchard with my mummy & god mother went to spend a lot man. was trying to get channel the free gift n need to buy 350 bucks worth of channel stuff so wa we 3 share n get till 350.. after tht i went to get a skirt lor! actually i wanna try to get my hair perm nxt week but den haiz.. spend too much le so not going to perm le. =( sadded.. nvm there wil be another chance de..

wao past reali fast man, left abt 3 more weeks for my SIP le.. i wanted to leave dis company not cos of the people there cos they r great but e work not tht great la. keke.. tml i going for smt new going for meeting.. first time attending lor! will update again.. time for bed soon.. better get prepare.. hehe.. nitz..

me and char

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me fabian & rhina

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me & rhina

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my sec sch friend too meet up with rhina who came back frm aust

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my and my sec friends

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hmm..

2005-11-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

ok let me see wat can i write.. ok work as usual on monday lor.. after work we went to changi villiage to eat and also went to mel pub.. hmm.. at first before ang mo lao ban come hor we order a voka nia lor.. den after he came another bottle of chiva lor.. haiz.. noe wat a not.. i drank too much.. haiz.. vomited lor =(. haiz.. till now stil feel like throwing lor.. sadded.. =( help man!! it is reali torture.. haiz.. first time i vomit after i drink.. now felt so xin ku.. be promise not to drink so much le! keke.. anyway ang mo boss pay all e drinks lolx..

anyway didnt noe y wen i vomit i suddely cried n think of him.. maybe i hv not reali get over him ba.. it take time.. i believe i can do it one! jia you annie =) haix.. maybe i wil regret one day of leaving him but i shall not look back already.. start my life all afresh! now i m living in a world of sadness & hurt but i always believe i can be happy de. it is all e past le. wat is done cant be undone le. i might as well look forward le =) thanks all pals noe u all care for me sorry to make u guys out there worried but i wil be ok de. =)

let see today whole day staying at hm lor co feel very xin ku ma.. den keep on sleeping & feel like vomiting also. lolx.. i felt like as if i m dying.. ppl drink nxt day wil hangover i nv hangover but stil feel liek vomiting.. wat a different me.. kekeke. hmm.. shall rest early today n go work tml but if dis stil continue i wil go consult a doctor le.

abt dis few days..

2005-10-31T00:46:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ok let me see.. on friday i work until very late cos tht keith make me do my work for 3 times for e same stuff.. wth lor.. @*$^#%@^%^@ den u noe wat now he blame e system instead of anything else.. omg whole day doing e same stuff fr 3 time.. -.-" lolx.. after tht he treat me go lau pasat for dinner.. cos he SHLD de as i do the things for his NHG for 3 TIMES!!! haha..

after tht i rush home to change le den go somerset to meet shan hong & kelly. they meet me at 10.30pm but i think i reach at abt 11pm opz.. sori la today work later ma finish work nearly at abt 7 plus le.. hehe.. after we went to MU to club lor.. the song there was great for tht day.. haha.. a grp of guys so fan ren de keep on sticking to us but den hor we ignore them.. lolx.. kelly la wear so sexy.. keke.. anyway we left tht day at abt 3 plus i guess.. den shan hong bf came down after his programme den send us hm.. reach hm abt 4 plus liao le too tired so went to sleep.. oink oink..

woo.. u noe wat i sleep abt 5 i wakie nxt afternoon abt 4 plus ba.. cos tht keith cal me tell m tht he got a concert for tht teresa tenge concert.. oppz.. i mean got a ger who look n sing like her open a concert.. haiz.. was tired dnt wan go de.. but bo bian his bro friend la last min cannot make it cos sick.. dotz.. den e tickets cost 90 bucks so as not to waste i jus went there with them.. after tht meet up with pris to take train together. actuali is go bedok central to eat la cos i nv eat ma den go see concert le.. actuali e concert is nice lor. tht lady reali dress n also sing like teresa teng.. was shock ppl can hv e voice like her.. =D after hv my supper den i took bus 17 hm.. den came hm online le den sleep liao.. keke.. tired la..

den today neh.. wakie at abt 1 plus ate my lunch den went out with daddy lor go tam walk walk. my god mother came down too.. den we wen to look around as daddy wan to do his bluetooth stuff. after tht jus walk around wait for mummy to off work at 7pm so we went to ya kun kaya toast to eat bread but i was eating ice cream instead cos i went to buy hagen daze which i crave for nearly a week. wen mummy reach le wen went charles & keith to buy my heals lor. i bought a black heals. after tht went to eat KFC with mummy daddy and god mum lor.. head hm after tht & i hv been trying to sort out my song in my player. =)

i learn lotta of things

2005-10-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

hmm.. time pass fast maybe i going to start all my life newly afresh.. thanks to all my friends! u all hv let me learn my lesson le.. hmm.. dis few days jus go work lor.. sleep early but also feel tired dunno y.. haha.. maybe i hv been feeling too tired abt my r/s matter ba been thinking abt it & hv not been sleeping well as i always cry at night for nth lol.. but i believe tht i can make it.. i believe everythign i can get over de.. =) wil find a new life for myself & make sure i m happy!

today after work keith acc me go town to get my inovi cosmetics. after tht we went to mango to look look at clothes. after to eat tht sit outside tht macdonal lor.. den chat chat.. after tht den took 518 hm lor.. keke..

u noe wat? i dunno m i angry or wat, after hearing abt wat has happened wat i hv heard frm friends.. but i m not angry with my ger.. so ger dnt ever think tht i m angry with u.. i noe u hv ur prob i hv mine but i always believe we can do it de. ger, u may face a lot of prob but everyone gotta go through certain things to laern & to undersatnd.. i noe ur stubbon tht u didnt wan wat has happened i also didnt wan it since it all happened le den we got to wish all the best lor.. try our best for what is best for ourselve! thanks for ur bf ger let me noe wat has happened & dis wont make me feel tt guilty as before le ba.. thanks.. =)

in dis fews days

2005-10-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

my life was terrible reali terrible lor. haiz.. as usual go work everyday den go home.. reading frm my friends blog wat she say indeed it is true.. i hv been avoiding everything... indeed i m not feeling great but i kept everything to myself n jus look as if i m happy..

i m onli 20 yr old yet got to face all dis.. nearly 2 yr r/s jus gone like dis wat a pity.. reali =( i actuali dunno how to face all dis by myself but i stil got to cos i hv no choice.. i choose my path n i got to go ahead with it.. it was reali tough enough for me to make e decision to break off le.. yet now i hv to overcome all dis by myself.. haiz.. i reali fear of meeting up with him, talking to him & all after broke off cos i noe i wil soft heart.. ya i did intially but den after tht i didnt cos he wil say thigns which wil make me angry again.. it is not his fault tht it turn out to me dis way i m to blame too. i jus didnt noe how to face him, hos parents and mine too.. i hope my move is not wrong. anyway i cant say he is completely bad cos if he is den we cant hang on till now le for nearly 2 yrs.. i m tired of dis life.. i noe i may regret some other time maybe few weeks later but den i hv no choice cos i reali cant accept it anymore it is going to burst le.. & maybe we both dnt understan each other tht well enough yet or maybe character not suitable for each other lor.. but i always believe in fate if ment to be 2gather wil get 2gather de.. since u hv decided to change ur no & i guess it might be reali cos me ba den i got nth to say.. but oer here wil wish ya all e best in ya new business de.. take care oh!

now another prob u noe who ur. indeed i noe how is ur feeling towards me. i noe u hv been giving in to me & all but i jus broke off i jus expect u to give me more time to get over it n also to make sure i get over him but u jus cant & wil say u hurt too.. to be true i m hurt more den anyone else now tht is my r/s i hold on to it for so long i give in for so much do u noe how hurt it make me to make sure a big decision? now i m feeling reali bad feel like going away frm here so i can avoid everything but i cant.. i jus wan to be single now i wan to get over everything n see n do thigns which wil be best for me! y cant u jus wait for 1 more mth wen we get back to sch everything wil be back as normal? u told me i dnt understand u i dnt even care for wat i thinking if i reali dnt i wont hv start all conversation n say sorry to u le.. wat e point right? i didnt wan to be close to any guys for e moment i wan to think through wat i wan cos it reali hurt me a lot in dis r/s. i hope u wil understand.. what i wan is care not love fmr any guys.. lolx.. i believe tht in time everything wil be ok le.. e wound wil be heal too..

indeed i can say i m selfish yesh i m selfish cos i onli think for myself n not for others.. sorry i hurt all of u but i m deeply hurt too but i noe i wil stand up in time even though it is going to be hard.. thigns wil get back to usual once i m back to normal n i wil try to do it b4 sch term start.. (= . thanks for my working colleuge to be beside me wn i m down.. especially elynn n also keith u all r reali great.. even i didnt say much but i beleive u all hv treat me well n guide me reali well in dis job here.. thanks..

about my life now

2005-10-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

now i m all back to single life.. eventhough it hurts me a lot but i believe that i would be happy one. it is reali a hard decision i have made le.. actuali i m reali reali hurt de but then i have been acting as if nth has happened.. 2yr r/s jus broke off like dis so sad.. :( hmm.. it is like cos of some small mistanding den got we all into dis misunderstanding.. actuali i hv nv though of breaking off or what but jus tht cos he hv done it too much.. he bought all my clothes to my house le what am i suppose to say leh.. now he wanna patch with me but den what he hv done n said have leave a scare in me le.. now he told me tht he told his parent what happened. he said tht his father and mother think tht i either i hv a third party n cos i look down on him!!.. eventhough now we patch does it serve a purpose ma as his parent have already though it until dis way n it seem like even if we r back together, i wil hv to face a lot of things which is his parent my parents and friends.. y all dis happened cos he started all e nonsense yet he think it is my fault i didnt noe y.. y do he onli think for himself onli? is dis fair to me?? nope i dnt think so.. he told me if i give him another chance he wil prove to me he understand me and so on.. y now den u tell me dis? i believe that even we r not together, u stil can prove to me tht u can understand me.. actuali i nv ask anything much jus sometime to think abt it.. he told me he got no patience.. r all dis excuses? he said if i love him i would not do it until like dis even he wanna patch i stil dnt wan. did he ever think y m i like dis now cos whatever he said hurts n it reali drill a hole in my heart which i cant even forget abt it...

my birthday i celebrate with my parents as i hv already broke off with him no choice.. but now he blame me cos after tht he told me he wanted to celebrate with me but too late i already promise my parent i wil celebrate with them.. yet he dnt trust me i celebrate with my parent.. haiz... i have fun on my birthday cos i get chance to celebrate with my colleague even i didnt noe them for very long.. thanks guys u all hv been reali great.. :) thanks elynn for giving me flower and keith for e ear ring eventhough i cant wear cos ear sensertive but thanks a lot..

ytd i went out with elynn n also keith to changi village to drink hehe.. after tht i wen to meet shan hong and kelly.. guess what i get a present frm them it is a handphone name key chain.. i love it a lot.. thanks gers.. muacks.. :* u all r great.. we also went to coffee club express to eat.. muddy mud pie n also some finger food.. keke..

i noe u wanna patch now but i didnt wan cos it reali hurts that all i can say! if u understand me well u would not hv done all dis to hurt me le.. time reali pass fast.. i now hving attachment 3rd week le ba.. i hv fun here all of them r realli nice guys n also a bunch of nice friends.. thanks for acconpany through my sad time.. i promise to all my friends i wil stand up de i wil be find de even it hurts so deeply.. n junhui i didnt say i didnt wan to give u chance but u reali dnt understand me well n reali didnt hv patience.. if dis is reali e case, ther is nth i can help le.. all i can say is ther is no third party n not cos i look down on u.. if i reali do i would hv let go earlier le not now.. i noe even we patch up same prob wil stil arise n same prob wil happened tht y i reali need to go think abt it before making any decision.. sorry abt it if i hurt u... thanks to all my friends who r around me.. thanks a million..

shall blog today ba

2005-08-20T15:07:00.000+08:00

it have been million years since i blog like tht haha.. let me see.. actuali jus busy with life lor.. busy in school.. test n test, project n project.. lolx.. now better le.. cos no more project.. anyway i think last week went for an interview for SIP last week.. sort of bad la.. cos i m late bring ky together den.. ah yo.. wanna die man ask me so many qn some i cant remember e answer already.. time passes reali fast exam is around e corner le.. haha.. so sianx.. two more week exam le den gotta start working le.. hehe..

anyway ytd wen to MU with shan hong & kelly nv reali dance much been chatting with friends like wilson n hao yuan.. haha.. it is haoyun bithday but den he ask me for present but i dnt hv.. =p hehe.. i jus dunno y now i dnt reali noe how to dance liao le leh.. tht wierd of me.. jus not in tempo de.. whaha...

abt my love life now.. smooth but... i also dunno la.. been thinking is he e right one.. haha.. actuali my love life is always in a mess include now ba.. haha.. jus tht i didnt noe wat i can say lor.. at least now i dnt cry tht oftern le ba... anyway i reali hate guys to lie to me.. it make me feel no trust lor.. haix.. dnt say le.. life is a gamble i reali dunno who is e right one for me.. i m jus walking & thinking each day w/o any future tht how i felt.. lol.. maybe one day i should sit down n think already.. even i think he not e one but i jus cant bring up myself to give up de.. so stupid right! haha.. k la shall nto say more le if not he wil scream at me again if he read dis.. lolx..

2005-06-24T01:50:00.000+08:00

e few pic tht i like now.. hehe... muacks..

2005-06-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

in e end i m in black but den my skirt n earring also pink in color lor.. cos dis pic i took in mrt on ky birthday.. haha..

2005-06-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

see once again it is red in colour.. omg think i reali love e colour red whaha... lolx.. anyway not paying attention in tut.. haha..

2005-06-24T01:09:00.000+08:00

me wit my red glasses.. everything is in pink n red.. ooo... haha.. m i falling in love with dis colour??

2005-06-24T01:07:00.000+08:00

pink again.. lolx.. took in suntec kopitiam with ky went to bought levis jeans :)

2005-06-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

its e pinky me on e day of ky birthday but i wear black top.. haha.. cos i think it is too pinkish le..

give me a peaceful life!

2005-06-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

dis few week seldom meet dear cos he work lor.. hving night shift lor.. haix.. now he work in taka u noe tht worst lor cos his off is on monday n on monday i got lesson till 5pm... sadded... no outing wit him n everything lor.. but he did sometime borrow car frm his daddy to send me to sch lor.. hehe.. was happy abt it lor..

today i went to mango with my mummy lor den u noe wat bought 5 clothes nearly to 100 bucks with addition of mummy de lor.. den ytd wen to paul & joe to buy my milk makeup removal n also my mascara lor.. kaox.. tht is already abt 100bucks again.. den went john little bought bra again.. wao.. another 60 bucks.. i m going bankrupt... OMG...

mmm... on 21th june, i came to sch den after tht i went home to change n wait for ky to finish work den meet him.. we went to bakerin to hv our luch or brunch?? haha.. i gave him a black polo t-shirt n also gave him a card make by myself n also bought him 2 pieces of cheesecake... haha... happy birthday man! let me sing u a song: Happy Birthday To tall man, happy burp day to KY, happy birthday to boy boy happy bird to U! muacks.. hehe... hope tht u hv a great birthday.. hehe.. i hv a great time man with ya... even it is ur birthday... :) whaha.. haha... we r reali gd friends man.. play all along with him lor.. haha..

hey! i jus wan a peaceful n happy life.. y my life is in a mess... haix.. all friends of mine hv e same prob of own bf adding gers in friendster n noeing gers there.. u all ask me Y?? i cant reply cos i myself also hving e same prob.. i m tired.. it is all my own fault?? NO?? him adding gers in friendster my fault ma?? y do i always hv to pick up quarrel with him jus cos of all dis? u tell me u add ger jus for fun u get their no but u didnt cal.. OMG! is tht fair to me?? can u put urself in my shoes.. i dunno wat m i saying now le.. but jus tht i m very angry lor.. tht all i can say... i m tired... wanna be alone for e moment... :'( stop treating me dis way if u say u love me... i dnt wan all dis in my life.. i m sad, disappointed n feel like crying out of it.. argh!

my long day...

2005-06-14T18:26:00.000+08:00

mmm.. wakie dis morning feel so tired lor.. dnt even feel like wake up to go school lor.. haha... but in e end also drag myself out of bed lor... today after school, went to suntec with kok yeow.. haha.. bought levis jeans.. we spend nearly $400 over there... haha... i hv bought a square cut jeans n a 593 new color.. hehe... so happy wor.. den went to play a semuel and keith to buy a t-shirt lor.. hehe.. abt ky he bought a lot of things ba.. a levis jean a levis t-shirt n also a nike t-shirt... hehe.. so tired... now feeling so tired going to sleep a while den wakie den le i go study my AA quiz for tml sianx man.. AA is suck.. so difficult to study lor.. argh... boring.. all theory FRS wa... see le also headach lor.. :( nvm la i shd try my best later ba.. haha... blog later if i m free gtg to get some rest le.. :)

my day..

2005-06-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

mmm.. today was in sch as usual.. so tired.. haha slept late at night lor.. whaha.. went to sch le den after tht got lesson lor.. noe wat feel like sleeping in lecture man but i cant.. cos i gotta understand to do my tutorial lor.. haix... mmm.. after tht we got tax lor.. got an assignment lor.. wa kaox.. shld finish class at 5pm but in e end do until 6pm with kok yeow.... haha..

after tht dar was waiting for me at the school bus stop.. lolx.. he wil nv do tht if he dnt hv a car to drive de.. but so funni he did tht wor.. actuali he wanted to bluff me de give me surprise tht he is not at the bus stop wait for me so he ask me go take bus lor.. buthe didnt expect i wil take e oposite de lor.. whaha.. in e end he gotta tell me tht he is there waiting for me.. lolx.. mmm... den we went tampines to take photo.. actuali was quite shock la cos last time force him like hell he also wont wan de lor.. hahaha... after tht his daddy came pick us up den went to the hotel at furniture mall ba if i m not wrong for buffet lor.. wao.. i was so full with all the clams, soft shell crab, cray fish.. yummy.. whaha... actuali was on diet lor.. den now eat so much even till now i m so e fffuuuullll... BURP!!!! ... hahaha... mmm.. maybe i shall do some tutorial den go sleep le.. shld sleep early as i m tired after a whole day.. hehe...

2005-06-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

my dear n me

mmm..

2005-06-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

wa.. jus finish changing my blogskin.. omg so long nv change le lor.. den u noe wat... i m having a headach lor.. cos look too much at e script le.. hohoho.. jus now went out with parent lor.. went to shop shop n also eat ajisen with family as a treat for my daddy for father's day.. anyway i also get him a guess watch le.. hehe... den after tht meet for lan game.. dar send me back lor.. came home shld actuali do some tutorial de but i also nv do.. too lazy le.. haha.. den do my bloggie until now.. so tired le.. lolz... mmm... maybe sleeping soon le lor.. tml got class at 11am.. sianx.. start of a new week le.. :( weekend pass so fast tht i dnt even hv enough rest lor.. haix.. tml wil hv a long day ba going out with dar family to celebrate father's day lor.. haha.. invited by his sister.. :)

mmm.. love is a wierd feeling ba.. haha.. didnt noe y but tht how i feel.. lolx..

haix... sad to think abt it

2005-05-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

noe wat... feeling vex now.. haha.. anyway.. last friday went to MU w shan hong n e friends lor.. first we went to a wine house at bugis.. tht tall brown building.. haha.. den after tht den go to MU lor.. at first is onli both if us dance nia.. after tht getting more ppl of his friends.. haha.. den tht day is jashon birthday.. den wen there nv reali drink jus a shot cup of drink den no more le.. hehe.. den went hm abt 3 plus cal dar le den go orhz orhz le.. hehe..

sat i went out with mummy to suntec... bought a shorts n a shirt frm espirt... hehe.. after tht jus walk around lor.. den mummy bought some stuff for home.. after tht we went back abt 8 plus.. lor.. hehe.. on sunday went to suntec again cos to get my shorts lor.. haha.. as i order frm another outlet.. haha.. after tht went to walk walk again.. den my god mother came down to eat dinner wit my mother den i went off to look for dar lor.. haha.. monday i stay at home lor do nth much online look for blogskin but cant find anyone tht caughty my eye.. haha..

den tuesday come dear dear off day.. went out in morning with dear n daddy to buy medicine for my rashes lor.. after tht den eat breakfast le den go back to my place drop daddy le den we go out to pray at loyang there. after tht we pick jianxin up le den go grandlink play lan game lor.. haha.. play unil 6.30pm like tht lor.. den go to dear house slack lor.. haha.. den fenni say wanna take cab home togther back de.. so we went together lor.. nv expect she ask me go to a pub... haha den i sat there like wooden block like tht lolx.. so funni lor.. haha... maybe not use to e kind of music there ba.. haha.. after tht went off abt 1 plus 2 ba.. reach hm cal dear tell him le den i go sleep le.. haha...

noe wat.. i m tired enough of it le la.. all guy seem to be e same.. haixx.. maybe it is my fault tht i pick up his cal ba.. haix.. but i jus can say smt i reali did help u both la.. but nvm la.. jus take it my fault ba.. ger told junhui say tht she dnt like abt me talking to him lor.. she told him wat happened last time ok.. nvm la.. anyway maybe i m different le ba.. i also dunno how to say la forget it la say le make myself sad n angry... i wil jus take it nth has happened tht all.. it make everything better w/o all dis.. so jus take it there is nth at all..haha.. anyway i hv make a promise tht i wil not pick up his cal or wat le.. n i also hv block him frm msn le.. tht wil make everything better le.. n wont cause any mroe trouble or wat le.. tht e end of e story.. haha.. so i wont hv anything to get involve in it n get sad again..

the week!

2005-05-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

ok.. let me talk abt last sat i went out with dar n his friends.. hehe.. we went bugis go watch movie lor.. house of the wax.. it was a nice show.. i think a show which reali worth lor.. haha.. shld go n watch those who hv not.. haha... anyway after tht we went to walk walk la.. go shop shop den went to andeson at suntec to eat fondue with shilin n cailong n darcos shilin birthday tml den dar dar also bought her a present.. face mask lor.. haha.. mmm.. den came back hm at night den also dunno y quarrle with my mummy lor.. haix.. den on sunday i went out shopping n acconpany my mummy cos mother day ma.. after come back frm shopping, i treat my family eat.. haha.. den on monday i stay at home whole day play maplestory.. haha.. den god mother came over my house for dinner..

ytd went out to bugis lor.. early in e morning he came pick me den go for breakfast lor.. wow so long le nv wakie so early n take breakfast too.. haha.. didnt noe y dis few days cant reali eat much lor. lolx.. ate 2 egg n 2 bread.. after tht went out with e family go makan again.. haah.. den i cant eat lor cos stil beri full den ate a little nia but they keep taking food for me see le like wan my life lor.. haha.. den after tht went bugis shop shop lor.. den bought a t shirt n he bought a jeans den went to buy tennis racket n also e ball.. wao.. tht ex man i saw a bag which i wan but didnt noe wat colour to choose.. haha.. after tht went to relax den eat le dinner den go hm le.. haha.. den today went to meet dar den jus relax n play some game lor.. haha.. tht for today think going to maple again le haha..

abt dis week

2005-05-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

let me see wat i hv done since i last blog... ok next day on wed i went to meet him after his work den went out with him n his friends to play lan game lor.. haha.. keep on restart so stupid wor.. lolx.. den after tht they decided to go to dar house to sit down eat n watch tv lor.. so i went there also wanna go home de but den also no more tain nor anything n also no one can send me back cos caiming n jianxin both nv bring extra halmet lor.. haha.. den i stay in dear house.. next day he work afternoon so e daddy drop him at e mrt station n den he send me home cos they going to eat ma.. haha.. tht gd i got a free ride.. happi happi... came home try to see my d/l maple but seem like nth so i tried e whole afternoon lor.. total i spend abt 7 to 8 hr cos e first few time e file corrupted.. sad man.. haha.. in e end wen i was abt to give up can le.. was so happy can play game le.. haha.. den ijus play game whole day lor.. den on friday i also wakie le den i play game lor.. after tht i meet dear again at night lor haha.. de we jus slack at his house lor.. also nth to do watch tv lor.. after tht i meet shan hong go mu lor.. haha.. go club like so funni most of e time spend at the coffee club express cos we order thinga frm a new waiter den he nv key n also nv heard our order.. lolx.. man.. make us wait for abt 1hr plus for a plate of fondure n a rose tea.. haha... e chocolate is dam nice lor.. yumz yumz.. after eating we went back to mu lor.. den dance a while den go le.. haha.. on sat, i stay at home play game in e morning lor.. den after tht den i went out with mother in e afternoon lor.. hehe.. went to tampines.. i bought the 29.90 of white mask stuff frm the body shop den i also add a hand cream.. hehe.. walk n walk den walk to inovi lor.. haha.. went there spend abt 150 plus at inovi with mummy lor.. jus to get e free gift n also the membership card.. lolx... :p gd so i got most of my make up le exect for my mascara lor.. whahaha... ok den on sunday morning i went in to malaysia with parents cos grandfather birthday lor.. so celebrate la.. haha.. den i went there eat dinner lor.. after tht wen to my cousin hosue play wit e doggy lor.. haha... den next day came out to singapore went to find dear dear at boon lay lor.. haha.. wen ther for dinner at e third lvl food court wa kao.. noe wat e food sux to max n dam expansive lor.. haha.. lolx.. den i went to dear dear house with him after his work lor.. haha slack at his house watch tv den he borrow car frm his daddy to send me hm lor.. haha.. tht all for today.. till now.. haha.. maybe later sleep or play game lor.. hehe.. :)

abt today

2005-04-27T02:16:00.000+08:00

haha... today wakie at 1.30pm lor.. haha.. dear came over my house but he cal me n tell me tht he jus wakie den wont reach so early... haha... den he bluff me lor.. den stay in my house until 5.00pm lor.. daddy cook good food cos he come to eat lor.. haha we ate at 4.00pm lor.. today was a great food day with my favourite soup salted vegetable duck.. after tht went over his house watch tv lor.. haha.. den after tht his daddy buy hokkien mee lor.. haha.. den eat again lor.. haha.. eeat le den watch tv again.. after tht i eat tibits lor n watch tv at e same time.. mm.. went hm at abt 10.45pm.. took train home.. den after tht saw daddy downstair.. haha.. now i going to ge some food again.. fat me.. whaha.. but i jus iss e soup.. so going to drink it again.. hehe..

going to bed soon..

2005-04-26T03:05:00.000+08:00

haha.. blogging ow before i go to bed.. bo i dis old women wil forget wat i done today.. haha.. ok.. thanks to ky hor.. acconpany me out today.. hehe.. but is he ask me out de la.. but kind of think he acc me le la.. we went to suntec lor.. walk walk.. den decided to eat pizza hut.. thanks man always go out with u got gd food to treat me.. yumz yumz.. haha.. evernthough i m still sick but i dnt care jus eat onli.. haha.. mmm.. wanted to watch percifier but den hor show 2.45pm lor.. den cos wen ky cal me say he already reach my hosue here le.. so hehe kindda of late.. haha.. cos i nv wakie ma.. he also blur de la dunno how to cal msg me n say wanna tht wake me up.. lolx.. he must be kidding me.. hahaha... in e end we watch the guess who ba.. quite normal movie lor little comedy de la.. haha.. den after tht i went to look for dar dar lor at paya lebra there.. aftre tht stay in his house watch tv lor.. after watching le den he lend car frm his daddy n send me hm... hehe... den together cut cake for my mummy lor.. hehe.. cos today is her english birthday... tht day is chinese de la.. dunno y my parents like celerate chinese de but i opposite lor.. haha.. i dnt even noe wen is my chinese de birthday.. haha.. den jus now jus online playing game lor.. with friends.. until now stop le.. den think going to orhz soon le.. cos tml meeting dar but dunno wat time also.. :)

sooo boringgg...

2005-04-24T15:56:00.000+08:00

haha... ytd didnt blog so i shall blog today... mmm.. until now stil sick flu getting worst n coming up with cough lor.. sianx... until now still jobless.. haix.. ytd went out with mummy first den after tht den go meet my dar n friends for lan gaming.. haha.. cant play beri long cos dar gotta reach hm by 11.30pm.. boring.. haix.. ytd was angry cos dar call tht joan again but forget it la.. it is up to him.. i cant even control wat it is was.. leave all to fate ba.. haha..

den was angry cos priscilla too lor.. she ah e day b4 ask me cal her wen i wakie so can go to bugis together den i wakie le call her at abt 2.30pm she neber pick up nvm thought she sleeping so i call her on my way out at 3plus.. den u noe wat she told me she already in bugis le with felna at sim lim.. kaox.. damn du lan lor like tht.. hate ppl to bluff me de.. den she say cal her wen i reach bugis.. guess wat i didnt den wen she cal me i told her i in suntec already.. she blame me not calling her.. lolx.. cos i think no one acconpany her le tht y cal me.. haix.. use brain la.. i also cant take 2hr to go bugis right.. haha.. after tht i went to play lan n billiard tht time she keep on calling me ask me where is addidas in orchard n where is mango.. it irritates me lor.. kaox.. den i msg her i m disappointed in her n she cal me back say sori n explain y lor.. haix.. forget it la.. friends r like tht de.. dunno y she cal me in e morning ba i still orhz orhz ma but she sound like crying also dunno y leh..

today mummy birthday later thin going to tampines to eat with her n daddy lor.. we bougnt a bag for mummy n she like it.. haha..
happy birthday to u mummy....
muacks

feeling so sick now!

2005-04-21T14:49:00.000+08:00

haix.. yt was my supp paper lor.. but u noe wat e day b4 i m sick like hell got flu.. now worst lor my flu... argh.. hao xin ku wor.. :( feelin cold n hot at e same time lor.. sian... cant do anything jus feel so sick tht all i noe.. haix.. sleep early ytd but stil sleep until now.. haha.. i reali hope i can pass my supp paper lor.. i reali didnt wan to retake it at all.. haix.. pls la let me pass k god.. n i m so sick but i take my paper.. so.. hehe.. be gd n let me pass la.. haha.. k la i stop here feeling very sick now.. hehe..

wat a day!

2005-04-17T03:45:00.000+08:00

ok slept late again ytd lor.. haha.. slept at 4 plus in e morning lor.. den wakie by my grandmother at 11 plus lor.. haix.. again not enough sleep.. hehe.. no choice i gotta send her n her friends to airport lor! so gdu noe go to aust.. haha.. how i wish i can too.. ah ya.. nvm also la.. :p after tht wen to popyee to eat the mashed potato lor.. shared with daddy but i eat first cos he sick ma.. haha.. after tt i came hm to sleep actuali wanna go out with mummy de. in e end too tired.. sleep until abt 5pm den wakie lor.. study a little den watch tv lor.. hehe.. den got headach u noe.. haix.. wen downstair to eat lor.. den also nth much to eat.. after eating my headach feel better but still pain lor.. so bo bian la.. rest lor.. actuali didnt wanna go out le.. den shan hong say she pick me up at 9.55pm so no choice wen lor so went to ktv with her.. hehe.. den finish singing at 3am lor.. now jus reach hm.. i seem to be no voice le also didnt noe y eventhough i didnt reali sing.. maybe ging sick le ba.. haha.. going to sleep soon.. jus wanna try to sleep lor.. haha.. k k la update again..

saded today..

2005-04-15T02:42:00.000+08:00

mm.. today went out with mummy n daddy to bugis lor.. actuali wanna help my uncle in aust to buy digital camera de den in e end also nv la.. cos he say too ex le.. haha.. haix.. after meet my parent den i go find him lor.. go eat with him den actuali wanan go swimming de.. but friend cal so wen to play billiard lor.. haha.. haix.. sianx.. lolx.. noe wat today quarrel with him cos of some stuff lor.. haix... den i cry n cry wen i on my way hm.. den i didnt walk to MRT ma.. den after quarrel le den hor he noe i somewhere near his house so he ask me go back lor.. i dunno wat make him change his mind of not qurreling... i also duno wat happened.. i also duno wat to say but if there is a day wen he wanna go back who he is last time.. i rather give up lor.. cos i dnt wan to be like in last time jus hurt in r/s nth seem happy at all.. i m jus giving both of us another chance lor.. hehe.. i hope we can treasure dis chance.. hehe.. haix.. hopr for the best la.. better get to bed it is late le.. hehe.. :)

annie wishing 4 e best out of both of us..

was aother day

2005-04-14T02:03:00.000+08:00

mm.. ytd.. we onli go play lan all e way den i go to dar dar house watch tv lor.. until 10pm den i go hm le.. reach hm abt 11pm.. den online a while i was so tired so i fall asleep b4 12am lolx.. first time out of so long i sleep early at night le.. whaha..

sleep so early ytd b4 12am but also didnt noe y wakie so late wor.. i was onli awake at 1.30pm.. lolx.. today gota go sch for revision class for sub paper.. haix.. sadded.. didnt noe y i can fail also.. :( nvm shall work hard for it ba.. hehe... today wen to sch at 3 lor.. cos lesson start at 4 ma.. hehe.. today my dear dnt reali cal me like he usually do.. so out of sudden i ask him y lor.. haha.. u noe wat.. i felt diff now.. he seem to care for me lor.. i m happy for tht.. hehe.. but duno will dis last for long lor.. today he n reali cal so i ask y lor.. den he told me dnt anyhow think cos i already his lao po.. lolx.. heard him say tht feel so different frm last time.. haha.. after class he called me tell me to go grandlink to play game wit his friends so i went down lor.. after tht terrence ride me home lor. heard tht he jus got his licence lor.. hehe.. ok la.. jus tht maybe he is stil not tht stable lor.. lolx.. but i noe he wil be better soon. mm.. gd huh all his friends all got bike le.. i wanna to get a driving licence.. but actuali also no use cos i wont hv car to drive... haix.. if i already drive i dnt need to everyday take train hm le so tired man.. haix... k la.. also dnno wat time i m going to bed again.. sadded... haha.. another day pass.. hehe..anyway today lecture wat teacher teach like so easy like tht.. haix.. but hor.. hope tht testalso easy lor.. haha.. :)

haha guess wat..

2005-04-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

haha i m now in my dear friends hosue waiting for tht couple to bath n get prepare den go out lor.. hehe.. mmm... it hv been so long i nv wakie so early le u noe hehe.. mmm.. dis morning dear came to pick me up den after tht we go meet jian xin lor.. den go bedok eat mac.. haha.. actuali i onli slept for onli 2hr like tht u noe.. sianz.. now felt so tired lor.. how i wish i got bed to sleep wor.. hehe.. sleeping is best man.. haha but guess frm tonight onwards i wil be able to sleep early le.. hehe.. k la i shall stop here ba.. lolx.. so tired shall try to tonight if i m not tht tired lor.. hehe..

a day to relax

2005-04-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

today.. wakie at abt 1pm.. haha.. cos was trying to settle my blog stuff whole night ytd.. lolx.. den sleep late den i piggy ma so sleep until late late lor.. went for luch with my parents after i wake up.. after tht go bugis with my mummy lor.. i bought 2 t-shirt frm gio.. haha.. i saw one mascra tht i wanna buy frm paul n jo.. hehe.. but it was sort of ex so maybe buy some other time lor.. after tht wen to find dear dear lor.. actuali wanna go swimming at his house de den he la sick got flu so we onli watch tv lor.. hehe.. watch until 11pm den i make my way home le.. on my way hm so scary u noe got grp of ppl fighting lor.. den no choice ma i walk alone den i wake fast fast lor.. hehe..

actuali hor, dis few week i m angry with pris lor.. haiz.. she make me feel tht she is always jus making use of me.. even friends also said tht.. last time every week end also meet her cos i noe both the guys tht she is with lor.. now she didnt need to bluff one side den she didnt meet me anymore.. den keep telling me excuses lor.. say wat no money la to club with me n all tht.. kaoz.. it is like we go club also no need pay lor.. go hm also my friend send de.. haix.. see la.. dnt u think it is excuse.. always say nv ask her out den ask her now she also not free lor.. wats e point.. haix.. she now got new bf le so no need me le lor.. dis is life so xian shi de.. now i understand lor.. lolx.. maybe ya i learn smt new ba frm here.. haha.. she always say junhui out le den i wil forget abt her n nv meet her but i think it is e other way round she i busy not me.. haix.. now ppl dnt need me le cos got new bf le e 2 old one dnt wan le den no need my help le.. haha.. wat a joke right.. it is obvious lor.. but she keep saying NO la.. where got.. next week i acconpany u go out la.. one wk after one.. lolx.. cute! isnt it.. dotz... sianz le la.. she make me feel like so being make use of.. lolx.. nvm la.. take it as a lesson to learn.. hehe.. den hor she can say borrow a bag fmr me leh.. once borrow is a few mths lor.. ask back frm her she stil can ask me i got use meh.. dotz.. tht make me laugh lor.. duno la.. haha.. didnt noe wat i can do tml leh maybe stay at hm study lor.. hehe.. no choice who ask me to fail my exam leh.. haha... kk la also duno wat to write.. but i m happy with my new blog.. hehe.. ;) update again..

sad u noe

2005-04-10T03:31:00.000+08:00

haiz.. i just wasnt in luck ba.. receive my result ytd den i fail lor.. wat else.. actuali going to start work for an assigement for 2 week onli den after tht hor.. wa kao.. cant work le sadded.. no income.. cant buy stuff.. dotz... haiz.. this few days jus acconpany my dear lor.. after work go find him go play lan game or go his house acc him until 11pm den take train home.. too bad daddy n mummy dnt allow me to stay over.. sianz.. haiz.. everyday travel here n there... sianz u noe den mrt fare also expansive man.. haha..

on friday went to MOS with shan hong n e friends den so boring no crowd at all den she say wanna go MU so we go lor.. haha.. after tht go eat prata den go home le.. den tht priscilla la.. wakie me at 7am wen i jus slept at 6am.. kaoz.. damn irritating u noe.. haha.. den she stay in my house a while den keep chatting with me dnt allow me to orhz orhz lor.. wa kaoz. until i call me dear wakie for work den i fall asleep.. but she wakie me at 1pm again.. sadded den find her stuff for her in my mummy room den let her go home lor.. after tht i go back to sleep until 3.30pm den wakie le.. after tht went to meet dar and his friends at grandlink to play lan game.. haha.. so sad got cheated by the stupid cashier 10 bucks lor.. haiz... damn irritated.. lolx.. den after tht come home check my stuff for my revision lecture n also my test date lor.. :( until now hv been trying to do my bloggie music n post some photo to my blog.. but i fail i making my music to repeat itself again n again.. sianz.. mmm.. think i got to go to bed le.. hehe.. gd night man..

wao.. so late already!

2005-04-08T03:55:00.000+08:00

lolx.. u noe wat trying to fix dis bloggie took me abt 3hr time.. okok.. smt stuff is not reali completely done.. cant seem to get my snow flakes up and my song is not repeating itself.. will try again tomorrow.. anyway think tml going to receive result le..now got job u noe.. later going to sign contract for the 2 weeks but den hor.. i got no idea how leh.. i worried i fail my FOI den gotta take sub paper den gotta go back to sch lor.. but den hor.. haiz.. i also wanna work so now didnt noe i can work not leh.. sob sob..

dis few days hv been spending time with dar dar lor.. hehe.. he seem to be diff le la treat me better den last time lor.. whaha.. gd right like tht.. haiz.. we both seem to be diff already.. but den now i cant even stay in his house to acc him.. work hard dar.. hehe.. must trest me gd gd.. n must also luv me too leh.. whaha.. so tired le going to sleep le.. night night.. oie oie... :)

o my god!

2005-03-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

so sad wat a paper i hv today.. so confidence tht i gotta take sub paper already.. sianz.. study so hard but den u noe wat i cant remember wat i study lor.. u noe it make me reali sad but i jus try to put a false front of myself.. after exam went to suntec with kok yeow lor.. cos i wanna get my slipper tht i order.. hehe.. after tht i went walk walk there.. n he treat me eat kenny roger.. thks leh.. hehe.. anyway.. i saw the mango polo t-sirt but i also didnt noe shld i buy not lor.. haiz.. but a little ex leh 35 bucks for a polo-t lor.. haiz.. will see how la.. moody la.. do other stuff le blog again... :(

stress felt a little troubled too..

2005-03-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

mmm.. heard tht u coming out already.. so happy u noe... but ur daddy told me it wil during june so long stil leh.. haiz.. mmm... anyway i also cant send u letter nor visit u le.. cos ur daddy told me that u going over to changi lor.. n also onli one person can visit u nia.. hehe.. u gotta take care k.. hehe..

dis few days jus prepare for exam.. naughty me stil go clubbing on friday lor.. whaha.. haiz.. go there but dnt reali njoy tht day.. but better den nth staying at hm n i cant even read my stuff nor study cos some dispute with someone lor.. haiz.. i reach hm abt 4am ba.. shan hong send me home lor.. dis time if i go out i onli go with her cos she wil send me home ma.. lolz.. dunno y cant seem to dance tht day.. jus try to move my body to music nia.. whaha.. nv go to the rythem also.. lolz..

den on sat i jus study lor.. stay at hm pris keep ask me out den i also nv cos i gotta study ma.. den she keep sia me lor.. ask n ask me wanna go chinablack (not my cup of tea) and MU.. lolz.. but i stil strong enough to say NO cos got exam ma.. lolz.. den sunday also stay at hm whole day study n study lor.. whaha.. n once again pris cal me go out but i didnt again..

today got paper at 2.30pm.. it was all right la.. can pass lor but dnt think can do very very well lor.. haiz.. cos jus cant explain myself ba.. hehe... now at hm le but also dunno wat i shld do maybe later going to study for my wed exam ba..

Sorry leh on sunday didnt go ur house to settle tht tagging stuff cos i worried i cant sign ma den ask ur daddy ur sister at hm not den he say ya after tht ur daddy say tht i dnt need to go down le.. anyway i also busy studying in exam la.. as sat i m sick got flu at night after my dinner n feel so xin ku lor.. hehe.. take care ya.. muacks.. update again...

moody day!

2005-03-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

mmm.. maybe i dnt undersatnd wat i wan ba.. whole day i hv been feeling mood n bored.. didnt noe y too.. i slept late ytd lor or i shld say dis morning i sleep abt 5am .. den wakie at 2pm like tht.. ji tao sianz le.. haha.. there are lotta of excuse or.. sick stil can go out ma?? maybe my own fault ba.. haha.. i m tired of it le.. lolz.. maybe jus too tired of being hurt ba... den until now also hv not study lor.. do everyone hv so much excuses?? whaha.. better off being alone ba.. haiz.. nv go out with u say i alays acc pris den now tired le den say wat.. last time i say tht sometime it is jus gers even lor.. whaha.. wat a joke right.. isnt it funni ma?? everything let u say ba.. maybe jus tht i couldnt understand ba.. shld find interesting things in my life to brighten my own life ba.. hehe.. update again..

it's ur birthday!

2005-03-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

mmm.. wonder wen wil see u soon leh.. today is ur birthday so i here will like to wish u a happy birthday dear junhui... time reali pass beri fast wor.. i would like to wish u a beri very berry HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOR! hugesx n kisseS wor.. MuacKs... ok i shld sing u a birthday song:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU!
HaPpY bIrThDaY to YoU!
hApPy bIrThDaY tO dEaR jUnhUi(EdDiE)
hApPy BiRthDaY tO U!

2005-03-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

its me

2005-03-15T14:51:00.000+08:00

act cute me

life of past few days

2005-03-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

mmm... on friday i was thinking i wil go lor.. so sianz... i got nth to do... den in e end went out with shan hong n e bf to the ktv pub somewhere near chinatown call club e blue lor.. hehe.. den after tht i was there but cant drink cos ate panadol b4 i went out as i got headach..after tht shan hong feel bored so we went to MU a while lor.. den wait for he bf finish n done with their things den we wil leave.. so jashon also came n pick all of all out to eat supper den send us back lor.. hehe.. i got my present frm him lor..he he my CK be perfumes... whaha...

on sat i went to MOS with xiaoyun cos she ask me to acc her.. so i went with her n pris lor.. hehe.. tht day jashon n me n pris went there together to MOS den after tht meet xiaoyun le den we go there lor.. after tht he left early cos he feel boring lor.. tht day drink quite much den after tht cai long n eugene came to MOS look for dick cos cai long long time nv see him le.. den after tht i dance with him n yun lor.. hehe.. den long which is junhui best friend send me back lor.. hehe... reach hm den i go orh orh le cos tired lor somemore need to wakie early on sunday to study for my HUHD test....

on sunday study with james lor.. so tired den i orh orh at 3am lor... wakie at 7.30am dis morning to take e test think also fail de la noe early go take MC can le lolz... after tht went to tampines with kok yeow to catch a movie of un expected event.. hehe.. nice show after all eventhough ending is so lame... whaha.. nice show good start.. hehe.. tht i was nearly trick tht i was in e wrong cinema lor.. whaha.. ok e show was nice.. hehe.. dunno wat i wil do later feeling bored but at least feel more free cos one test down but stil gotta study cos exam coming lor.. whaha.. k la keep update again......

life of today!

2005-03-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

mmm.. ytd sleep very late cos was chatting with xiaoyun my ger ger... hehe den we were talking abt the blog blog lor.. whaha.. den we choose which skin we shld put lor.. which is nicer.. whaha.. deni go orh orh lor cos tired after cahngin one blog skin but den feel not nice so cahgne back lor.. i slept abt 3am ba.. whaha..

dis morning wakie at 8am den prepare to go school lor.. hehe go for IF lecture.. was sleeping in lecture wor.. lolz.. after class go print past year exam paper with kok yeow.. den i make my move to look for james lor.. meet him for fun before i go out with xiaoyun lor.. n den cos james also busy cos he gotta to meet his client... omg.. u noe wat.. today whole day got tummy upset wor.. dunno shit how many time also.. lolz.. after meeting hor den i go to yishun to meet ger lor.. she was a little late.. but nvm.. we meet up for yoshinoya to eat lor.. i eat beef bowl den she eat salmon bowl lor.. after tht went to orchid country club to play billiard.. hehe.. cost a bomb but was very happy so it is ok.. hehe.. hugex ger for spending time with me i feel so happy.. er.. dis is also e first time i saw ger bf lor.. he dnt look like the way he look in photo wor.. hehe.. den he keep disturb me lor cos i short ma.. whaha.. lolz.. after tht took bus back hm den eat a little things le den online lor.. jus finish doing my new bloggie wor.. hope it look ok.. but wil find another skin again ba.. whaha..

my day today...

2005-03-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

a tired day for me today.. hehe skip lesson again.. lolz.. cos i m too lazy to wait for the time to pass so decided to stay at hm lor.. stay until 2pm den left my house.. went to visit dear hui lor..whaha.. u noe wat my phone siao siao one lor.. haiz.. his daddy cal me get throuhg but i nv receive at all.. den wait n wait thoguht e daddy forget wor so decided to cal him den found outmy phone went crazy lor.. hehe.. cant receive msg nor send out nor cal out.. den i off n on my phone den can lor.. lucky man.. first though is i didnt pay hp bill.. no wat i think i did pay leh.. n starhub also nv send ant reminda msg lor.. scare me.. whaha.. den nvm lor.. they eaten le so i no choice went downstair bought a bread n den also a packet of drink den went to visit le.. haiz.. today waited time was short tht great.. whaha.. after visiting went back to sch den after tht i go meet james boy for movie.. whaha.. cos no one acc me watch so ask him to acc me lor..hehe funni show indeed.. njoy it anyway.. whaha.. b4 tht we were early for the show so acc him go eat long john silver lor.. hehe.. den i also boguht a ice cream frm hagen daze ( i think i spell wrongly) lolz... u noe wat i fat le.. so sad think it is time for me to go on diet already lolz.. didnt noe y i started crying jus now too.. lolz.. haiz.. dunno wats in my mind too jus feel sad... life gotta go on.. update again it is late time to try to get some rest n sleep le if not cant wakie tomorrow for my cma lect n tut.. hehe.. sianz.. exam comeing.. :( gotta pick up my butt and start studying.. hehe.. if not i afraid i cant make it.. lolz..

mmm.. wat a day

2005-03-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

today didnt noe y feeling quite moody wor.. haiz... reali lor but jus cant understand y wor.. haiz..

today after class i go home liao le lor... den at hm nth much better to do den i jus change my blog skin lor.. cos i very sianz ma den nth to do also no one online to chat with me so gotta jus find some stuff to do lor.. hehe... other den tht until now feel so boring nth much to do haiz.. life so sianz wor.. dotz.. keep update again..

my life wor..

2005-03-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

recently, hv been contacting with a guy cal dan he is now in aust studying wor.. hehe actuali noe him beri long le but jus didnt meet him tht all.. lolz.. den was quite happy chatting with him cos he is a very cute guy lor.. hehe.. mmm... nth much find nice chatting with him lolz...

ok ytd actuali wanna go watch movie with priscialla n the friends one den after tht i heard tht shan hong is at MU so i decided yo join her..den hor u noe wat, think she is reali angry with me lor.. hehe.. but den i mean every week i also acc her le ma den today my primary school best friend is in MU so of course i decided to join her la cos long time nv meet already also ma.. hehe.. nvm den forget all abt it ba... i reach hm dis morning abt 5 plus sleep abt 6 o'clock lor den also didnt noe y i wakie so early too at abt 1pm i wakie le.. whaha.. after wakie whole day i jus do my bloggie things lor.. whaha.. seem to be diff to to it.. hehe... but i success le jus tht my snow flakes didnt seem to be able to see but preview can see.. lolz.. nvm la shld let it be ba.. hehe... mmm... later maybe going out maybe not lor.. so sianz.. i actuali just wakie onli whaha... nth much better to do ma.. lolz.. hehe..

me in k box

2005-03-05T17:14:00.000+08:00

its me in kbox

e new look of me

2005-03-05T16:37:00.000+08:00

it e new me

so boring..

2005-03-03T15:43:00.000+08:00

mmm.. thinking of the past, it make me wonder lotta of qn u noe.. actuali i reali wonder r all guy same one.. they wil treat u beri gd wen they trying to woo u n also wen they started be with u den after sometime they will change?? mmm.. for example meeting u or chatting with u on phone getting lesser wen time pass... haiz.. i actuali also dunno.. guy always jus make me feel tht they hv different character lor..

so bored didnt noe wat to do but later gotta study for summative test for tomrrow... so sianz.. dis few days didnt reali go anywhere also didnt noe y.. jus feel so sianz without much friends in sch... haiz.. after sch also go hm if not go find outside friends go out but all working so not free for me smt.. haiz.. maybe i shld try to find some stuff to pack myself up le.. cos i feel my life seem so empty wor.. hehe.. ok la.. i also didnt noe wat more to write better get on my studies hehe..

o.. so tired...

2005-02-26T11:16:00.000+08:00

hm... today got test wor.. on IF stupid me leh.. didnt noe it was onli mcq nia i study like hell lor.. some more so tired cos on friday hor my friends admitted to hospital so i rush down at 3 plus in the morning lor.. haiz.. stay with her till abt 9am den get hertest result den go home lor.. omg.. whold day didnt sleep lor.. den reach hm abt 10am sleep for till abt 12pm nia den prepare go out again... omg.. damn tired.. wen out with james n rayner lor.. hehe.. go bugis lor.. i bought my beach slipper den also bought my hi5 so happy wor.. hehe.. in the end i can listen to music in my room wen i sleeping le.. mmm... so tired ytd after a day so went home set up the hi5 den go makan watch tv den i orh orh again le... hehe sleep for abt 2 hr until 1am den wakie n study my test...

nv expect dis morning on my way to sch my friend told me the test is all mcq den i ji tao diaoz... study so hard... noe early i orh orh lor.. :( nvm la.. over le.. hehe.. even study hard also some qn duno now to do cos i nv reali concentrate on FX 1 and 2 lor.. hehe.. it is all over... mmm... later going out again.. town ba go kbox with james n the brother lor.. den nth else le.. hehe shld be in town la hehe...

will blog again.. see wats next ba.. :p

wat a boring day!

2005-02-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

today so sianz wor.. came home den do nth already until now wor.. haha.. hv been watching tv den online lor... say wanna study but also no mood... s bored.. i didnt noe wat i can do to entertain myself u noe.. haiz.. mmm... seem like everyone is busy... try very hard to study but i dnt feel like... dotz... mmm... online also no one to chat.. on phone also no one to chat.. wat shld i do next??

today after school abt 4 plus den i straight away go home le.. do my online stuff for my commskill den after tht online lor den watch tv den eat dinner den continue watch tv until now... but hor i also dunno wat i wanna do now leh.. lolz.. :x mmm.. maybe shld try studying ba dnt think of any stuff which wil make me sad or unhappy... let be it ba... whaha... k la update again.. actuali i also dunno wat i m typing i m jus so bored lor.. :(

mmm.. a msg for u!

2005-02-18T15:55:00.000+08:00

thks for ur letter, i m very happy tht i receive ur letter.. thks lots.. first time u call me lao po so sweet of u think junhui... hehe.. will see u soon n send u letter.. soon gotta take care wor.. i wil take care of myself de.. hehe...

fucked blog cant seem to blog at all

2005-02-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

dis bloody blog go see how many blank entries i hv alrady.. really angry n fad up.. dis is the 5 time i m typing dis blog le.. argh...

ok been busy during new year cos on new year eve, i nv attend school also i went to malaysia with my parents to hv reunion dinner with my grandparents n also my relatives... hehe.. was inside till 10 feb 2005 came out n den went over to friends house to get ang bao lor.. collect frm malaysia is ok la.. but seem a lot but little cos must convert to singapore dollar sianz.. whaha.. better den nth at least got some contribuation to my bank.. hehe...

on v day wen out with james n rayner lor.. mmm... first after class i came bakc hm do my online quiz which need to hand up by 7pm lor.. den try to do cos going out after tht so james (boy) came over to wait for me finish doing my quiz lor.. hehe was surprise tht he got a 6 pink roses wor.. hehe den i also receive a 100 levis voucher.. whaha so damn gd cos i can buy jeans again le.. hehe... after tht, we went to PS wait for rayner to finish work lor.. so went there walk walk n den go there for Gerlara(dunno how to spell) i mean waffle ice cream lor.. hehe.. den meet rayner at park lane den we all go k box... thks to u all hv make my day fill with joy.. hehe.. bo i sure sianz de cos no one pei me.. whaha..

today went to orchard to buy my cap with kok yeow lor n also walk walk lor.. hehe.. nth to do ma since tomorrow also no sch lor.. hehe.. ok den wil end here hope can post la.. i hv been typing dis again n again very sianz lor.. haiz.. prob blog for me.. lolz..

2005-02-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

its me again in black dress... hehe...

2005-02-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

me in my black dress

2005-02-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

my v day flower??

went to airport..

2005-01-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

mmm.. today wakie at abt 3 o'clock.. hehe as usual a pigggy lor.. whaha.. after wakie, was trying settle with friends wat time need to meet to go airport to send my friends rhina off.. so gd tht she can go aust to study lor.. but also so la tht she leave us le.. hehe.. reach there abt 6.15pm lor meet lily they all to write the card. after writting card wen to the food court to look for rhina.. after she eat, they all going in le.. wao.. out of sudden felt like crying wor.. haha.. i also feel reallylike crying man.. haiz.. hold on to my tears lor.. hehe..

after that, i lily n celeste went to eat popyee( didnt noe how to spell).. eat le den after tht i went to tampines meet priscilla to go ang mo kio for fun lor.. whaha.. now den reach hm.. mmm.. i feel tht my life is full of joy.. hope i wil always remain happy ba.. anyway i hv been talking n talking abt holy monk dis person. actuali he is a guy who is coming or wooing me ba.. hehe.. thick skin me.. whaha.. anyway thks for the time tht we went out today.. hehe.. guess u reali spend a lot lor.. :x

other then that tomorrow sch start again... sianz.. gotta get back to study le.. how i wish i can hv even longer holiday.. i jus njoy holiday time lor.. hehe.. think going to do some stuff den go to bed ba.. blog again wen i free again.. hehe..

crest la via

2005-01-30T03:36:00.000+08:00

ytd wen to chinatown with pris, holy monk they all lor.. den after tht wak walk le sianz wor.. so we went to KTV sing n sing until 3am wor.. took cab home le den priscilla came over to my hosue stay lor.. after doing our stuff like taking out contact lens n wash face n all tht, we went to bed lor.. wahaha.. sleep sleep sleep so tired wor.. but den hor she ah naughty wor wakie me up so early at abt 12pm.. sadded.. still feelng very tired... den was drag out of my bed by her to go Kimage to cut hair lor.. wen there wait for her to cut lor.. wa waited until 3.15pm den finish lor.. kaoz so tired lor.. eyes closing.. nvm den after that went to HANs to eat with priscilla lor.. she treat me lor.. whaha cos i follow her to cut hair de.. after eating, she went off to work le so left me alone wor.. called my mummy to come down acconpany me lor.. den walk walk in tampines until 6pm lor.. den i went to meet khadijah they all go for the crest la via concert wor.. hehe..

mmm.. hv an njoyable time watching the concert lor.. found out tht i like dis kind of things lor.. hehe.. seem fun lor.. but watching all dis is always very ex de wor.. hehe.. mmm.. watch the choir, bad, gu zhen, wu shu, and lottas more more lor.. den watch le went back to tampinse to eat dinner lor was so so so de hungry lor.. hehe.. den eat le i went to airport find priscilla lor.. i m sorry i say smt out wrongly.. so sorry wor.. den holy monk came to airport look for us too.. after tht i keep playing his game lor.. whaha.. in e end last game before his palm talk low batt, i broke his last highest score.. whaha.. was actuali damn tired like now wanna sleep but tyring to type abt my day wor.. hehe.. now actuali felt very gd cos i hv left my load behind my back already... whaha.. it is all the past.. thks again mrs yue u give me e power e strength to say tht to him cos i didnt wanna see u sad n worried for me.. hehe.. u r really a person who wil make an different impact on me.. hehe.. also didnt noe wat i m talking.. lolz..

anyway was very happy tht emily talk to me wor.. she say hi to me, she say she is yr old to me.. hehe.. in e end she say so much thigns to me.. whaha.. if not she also seldom talk to me de.. think must see her more oftern so she wont treat me as a strenger lor.. hehe.. anyway.. i reali njoy today concert lor.. hope to hv dis kindda stuff again.. miss ya mrs yue.. hehe.. thks to all my friends too for going to the concert with me.. hehe.. misses ya much much too hope we can meet up more oftern lor.. take care to all... smilling me.. :) feeling great but a little sad onli.. hehe..

was very happy today!

2005-01-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

today was a great day overall for me.. haha.. wakie at about 12pm. den stay at home do nth much lor.. watch tv den also online chit chat with friends.. other den that i was trying to do my project work but i didnt manage to do it cos i dunn how to do wor.. after that was at home packing my stuff.

meet mrs yue today in the evening to get the tickets for the crest la via concert wor.. den today i also give her the things i wanna give her on her birthday which is a cross with a baby in between. hope tht she like it very much. after that we sit down n chit chat at a resturant lor.. call i also dunno wat but start with "p" de at 4th level of tampines mall.. den we sit down there chit chat a lots of things lor.. she ask abt my life n all tht.. told her all my stories lor.. long time hv not chat wit her already.. i told her abt my life now lor den she was very sad for me and her tears nearlyroll down wor.. i m sorry to make u sad.. really sorry mrs yue.. i m sorry.. anyway dnt be sad k it is not ur fault at all for not being able to chat with me more oftern cos both of us r busy.. i undersatdn de.. afterh today i hv told myself to change for the better and not to let her down le.. mrs yue i wil try to change de n not to let u worried.. i m find n i will be all right dnt worried k.. she is beloved friend, teacher, mother and everything lor.. whenever i m feeling sad, troubled, happy she wil sure be with me de.. mrs yue i love u a lotz.. thks for everything but i still make u sad n worried for me.. i promise u i wil change de n i wil try my best not to make u worried.. i felt reali touch and pleasure tht i hv someone like u so gd to me.. i really appricate.. i misses the time wen last time we always go out together den sit down chat n talk abt our stuff.. i really miss thoes days.. hope tht we can forever be like tht close! mrs yue i m really sorri for making u worried n sad.. realy sorry.. i wil try to change de n i promise u i will k? anyway u gotta take care of urself k? i hope tht i will see ya soon.. thks for everything... a kisses for u.. MUACKsss...

ps: dnt worried i m find. really sorry to make u sad n worried.. i promise u i will change de.. misses ya.. see ya soon.. :)

2005-01-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

5 gers..

2005-01-26T23:37:00.000+08:00

dis look better den the one below

2005-01-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

how do i look?? whaha

2005-01-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

its us

2005-01-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

close up us... hehe

2005-01-26T23:26:00.001+08:00

say cheese

2005-01-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

5 of us filled with hearts

2005-01-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

me and my best friends

2005-01-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

abt today...

2005-01-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

today was a happy n yet angry or sad day ba.. morning nv attend lecture so went to school at about 12 o'clock lor.. do porject with my group mates lor.. after that meet all my secondary sch friends... kirin, rhina, kat, saiedah and celeste wor.. we went to eat swensen at tampines.. haha.. hv fun there took photo n also take some video abt us lor.. den after that everyone hv fun lor.. and den we tried to tie the cherry stock to a knot so mean that gd at kissing.. whaha.. everyone get it but not kirin and rhina cos rhina dnt hv the stock. below are some pictures tht we took and also i put the receipts n let u all see how much we spend lor.. hehe..

haiz.. long time nv been so happy le.. cos we seldom meet each other le lor.. how i wish we can always meet each other like dis lor.. haha.. but usually everyone is busy with their own life.. wat else after eating we went to play pool lor.. den went to take photo wor.. haha.. long long time once lor we take photo..

felt very sad abt rhina cos she is leaving singapore le go aust lor study for 5 years leh... haiz.. will be missing her very very much lor.. too bad today jus tht peili not around lor.. hehe.. mmm.. anyway on sunday wil be sending rhina off lor.. wow.. worried tht i wil cry wor.. haha.. anyway there wil be some photo tht i wil upload to let u all see my best friends in secondary school.. hehe.. i think that all for tonight ba.. hehe..

boring day wor!

2005-01-26T02:26:00.000+08:00

today, whole day at home lor.. so piggy wor me .. lolz.. sleep n sleep until nearly 4 wor.. wen mummy came back den stand infront of me n stare at me lor.. hehe.. den wakie le.. came online do my project stuff lor.. chatting with holy monk online.. whaha.. trying to show me he dig his nose.. whaha.. so funni i bluff him tht my mummy see it.. den was like saw his reaction so funni.. whaha.. so paiseh right.. :x naughty me..

noe wat at night hor dis monk told me i hv already pull down his sign board wor.. lolz.. now blame me le leh pull down his board.. whaha.. actuali i didnt lor.. :p haiz.. actuali i also dunno wat is my feeling dis days.. seem like "xiao lu" anyhow move de lor.. didnt noe wat i wan.. haiz.. shld or shld not.. hehe.. sadded lor.. jus now tht monk bully me wor.. haiz.. said thing which hurt me lor.. lolz.. :( i put it here jus to make him feel bad nia.. whaha.. cos i noe he got read de.. hehehehehe...

mmm.. now it is later le.. tomorrow actuali got make up lecture at 9am but i dnt decide to go lor.. i decided to jus reach sch at 12 den go do project with my friends den later in the afternoon go out with my secondary school friends to sit down n talk talk cos we also very long nv been together already.. hehe... mmm... fet so bored today lor.. didnt seem to reali make use of the time i hv cos i seem to be doing nth lor.. jsu my project.. caculate the income den tht's all.. hehe.. okay den i also dunno wat else to blog le.. read the next blog maybe few days time ba.. hehe..

abt pass few days!

2005-01-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

mmm... okay friday ah wakie very late den went to orchard with mummy lor.. den came back for dinner with my daddy lor.. haha.. den whole night study for my test (human health n dieases) on sat.. hehe after my test i went out with parent to tampinse lor.. den i went off to cck meet wilson lor.. den after tht watch movie (erika) dunno how to spell la.. after tht i went to meet priscilla n the friends to MOS wor.. hehe.. we went there to drink and onli i dance lor.. lolz.. haha i drink quite a lot wor.. haiz.. didnt noe y i m so sick of my life lor.. haiz.. felt stress abt it.. really tired lor.. now at least mid sem is over.. feel so much better but now busy with project again le wor.. whaha.. getting sick not enough sleep n everything wor.. whaha.. nvm.. den u noe wat drink too much le still gotta work on sunday den damn tired lor.. but in morning, jsu nice they cal me say go woodland work den i say too far den they say nvm so i nv work lor.. in the end wakie le went to orchard with the holy monk den go KTV with him lor.. after tht his friedn join us lor.. den after KTV go sit down chat chat wor.. den go play pool.. long time nv play de.. den stil okay lor can play.. maybe it is all luck ba tht i can win wor.. whaha.. lolz.. :x

today wen to see him wor.. sudden misses him so much lor.. but reali great to see him again.. haha jus hope cn be with him reali soon.. :) haiz.. even though sad la cos he say he nv write letter cos dunno wat to write lor.. hehe.. mmm... wil update ya again soon ba... nth much le jus hope i m find cos dis few days hor very xin ku breathing.. hehe..

one day pass already!

2005-01-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

okay change my blog skin until 4am in the morning lor.. den wen to bed le.. wakie at 12.15pm when melissa call me lor.. we suppose to go out together.. den today we went to watch movie. " my brother" a koren show lor.. touching show i should say dis.. hehe.. den whole afternoon jus went shopping n shopping lor.. haha.. nth much saw smt stuff tht i would like to buy but ex wor.. den i broke le lor.. hehe.. after tht came back home lor.. mmm.. think going to cook maggie eat soon le.. hungry wor.. :P

actuali i was happy tht my ger hv forgive me le.. i was shock that she actuali msg me today cos thought she wil be so angry tht we wont be talking to each other le.. haha.. was happy lor.. anyway i wish ya all e best in whatever u do ba.. gotta take care k.. n study hard wor.. end of year better dnt study last minunite le.. i also lor cos seem tough dis mid sem test.. hehe.. misses ya..

mmm... feeling bored wor..

2005-01-20T03:33:00.000+08:00

it hv been smt i hv not blog here already.. feeling sad n down sometime.. facing lots of problems.. how i wish all dis problems wil nv exist.. lolz.. haiz.. but everything come to me wor.. sadded... anyway dis week whole week wil be having mid sem test.. some test really cannot make it lor.. sianz.. think going to fail le.. whaha.. today went to rebond my hair wor.. they also cut my hair wor.. lolz.. so sad cut until like tht.. whaha.. it cot a bomb man to do dis hair.. whaha..

time passes really fast wor.. haiz.. chinese new year coming le.. haha.. haiz.. misses my life last time wen he is around with me.. now felt all alone without him.. haha.. nv i beleive time passes realli fast... mm... nowi think i beleive in faith ba.. maybe wat ppl tell me is true.. it is hard to be together as faith hv bring us together.. but even there is faith, both of the parties not making any effort it wil still end up with square one.. so now i think wen faith bring us together we hv to zhen xi or appricate it.. if not dnt ever regret wen it is gone..

nth much i will wish tht everyone is happy and the best luck in whatever things u do.. take care!

too bored didnt noe wat to do..

2005-01-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

mmm.. actuali i m feeling very fustrated ba.. whaha.. hated dis life now.. wanna be happy as ever wor.. haha... haiz.. misses time where i dnt even hv anything to be worried abt wor.. wanna be all alone out of a sudden n jus feel like crying out loud for no reasons.. jus felt my life so messy n so many things to think abt.. lolz.. pls spare me some happiness can?? <-- i asking who huh?? shld asking myself right.. whaha.. mmm.. maybe jus too bored ba nth to do.. whaha.. haiz.. tired.. wat shld i do now?? mmm.. think n think still didnt noe wat to do wor... sianz.. sat n yet at hm rot lor..

wao.. seem reali long nv blog le.

2005-01-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

okay actuali jus cahnge my skin la.. whaha.. didnt noe wat to do now not in the mood for sch work or wat so decide to find a skin n change it and try to play with it.. hehe.. actuali nth much in my life now feeling bored cos not much friends around me wor.. haiz.. i wish i m back like last time.. sadded.. time realli pass very fst wor.. now i poly end of second year le.. haha.. haiz.. misses someone very much wor.. nvm i think tht a way to keep me moving ba.. that's make me seem to be like i hv a objective to move on to study as time wil pass faster without much ppl around with me.. mmm.. now jus busy with school work only lor.. haiz.. borng life.. now everyday jus go school go home den go shopping or wat lor.. den most of the time every week end i wil go clubbing with my pri sch friend lor.. haha..

let me see..

2004-12-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today ah my cousin came in malaysia lor.. den went to bugis with them.. after tht they left n i went to bugis walk walk with my daddy lor.. bought a bag today.. wen to bedok with my daddy wait mummy for dinner.. after tht... we went to make a spac for myself.. n it is red clolour wor.. whaha.. guess i wil look diff lor.. den came back lor after dinner.. haiz.. mummy n daddy like crazy de lor quarrel cos such a small things.. whaha.. mmm.. ok i bought a bag den mummy siao one keep saying y i buy la so ex la all dis.. haiz.. but nvm also my daddy bought for me de.. whaha.. ok den.. tomorrow got to go to sch already so sianz.. cos i feel bored with it already le lor.. i hated my own course... whaha..

abt today ah...

2004-12-05T04:24:00.000+08:00

mmm.. today ah... went out with shan hong n e bf n lso willy lor.. they got actuali class gathering la but den hor shan hong feel lonely so i acc her lor.. anyway also not i pay de ma.. so no different la.. it jus like marche like tht but different place lor.. hehe.. den today went to mu lor.. but e music there not very nice lor.. hehe.. den went off about 1am. ytd leh.. went to mos with shan hong n e bf n the friends lor.. den over there i saw e DJ i noe, e bouncer i noe n also dick... but dis is e day which i hope n pray it wil be short time being there for my boy boy.. haiz. i mises him so much u noe.. i got lots of guy friends around me lor now but i stil got my dar dar to be with.. haiz.. at least now my waiting time is not tht long cos it is onli abt 8 mths.. hehe.. i m sori dar i hv been going clubbing every week once cos i onli left shan hong to be with as a friends... whaha.. school going to reopen already.. so sad.. next week sch start le.. sianz.. one more day to go den gotta to start working hard again.. thinking of going to school actuali i m sort of sad lor.. hehe.. haiz.. i hope u wil be find in ur new environment la.. take care k.. to my friends pris n shan hong.. thks for e acc tht u all hv been giving me.. i reali appricate wen i m in dis kind of state.. :) miss ya love all of ya.. *muacks.. *hugess...

below are some photos tht was taken in malaysia cos my cousin wedding day... :)

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